My emotions this past week have been a roller coaster. I know its because I'm pregnant, but it has been so hard for me to remain calm and happy. Things that normally could slide right off my back have hit me so much harder than normal. I'm mad at things I shouldn't be, and sad at things that are very minor. Its been very hard. Thank Heaven for Conference, and for my husband who really is my best friend and is so willing to listen to my feelings and for my mom who is ready to deal with my emotions whenever and however they come.
All of that being said it has also been a wonderful week for me. I have finally realized what that little flutter is in my tummy. Its a beautiful baby in there, making his or her vigor for life very apparent. Its been so wonderful, when I am especially down, to feel those little kicks and punches. Its as if baby is saying to me "mommy I love you!" and that is wonderfully fulfilling. Even AJ has been able to feel a kick or two! It doesn't happen a lot but its so reassuring when it does.
I'm 17 weeks along today! Only just over 3 weeks before we find out if we're welcoming a little boy or girl.
Also exciting news.... my BIRTHDAY is on Tuesday. I'll be 22 which is so weird to me. I'm excited though to celebrate.
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